Another one of those days...

Kim and I almost broke up again. I was having difficulty leaving after our talk. I just couldn't muster the strength to walk out. I was waiting for a response that was not coming. She would just say, "it's ok. it'll get better." Well, yeah. I know it will. I find it upsetting when she asks if I'm depressed or sad. Yes I am, but what does that matter? I packed everything and was walking out when she called me back telling me we'll really try to work it out. It should be like SHE'LL try to work it out. I've done nothing wrong. Why do I always have such hard relationships? Can't I meet a normal girl for once?