Moving on.

Work is changing and I am moving into a new office come tomorrow. It'll be a little sad leaving the window and despite what I have thought in the past, not having Jaime around will be kind of dull. It was always amusing to hear her complaints, even when they got annoying. She's kind of goofy sometimes and I find it nice to know her. We ran over budget on construction and now we have to cut our camera budget in half. It will be nice to have some cameras around, but everything else will be put aside. Door locks and proximity cards are good too.

I'm not feeling to hot right now. I don't know, just getting kind of down. Maybe I was expecting more about things lately and am becoming disappointed in their outcome. I don't know how to explain it. I'll know looking back at this how I feel. I don't know. I feel lonely sometimes. I know I have friends, but I just don't feel complete. Maybe I need a relationship. To feel needed for once. Looking back at the whole relationship with Kim I see that she was probably one of the worst girlfriends I have ever had. And in the end I turned into someone I am not. Even to this day she constantly reminds me, though not through words, of rejection by her.

I think I should be content in being alone. I don't need anyone. I just need to watch out for myself.