Well, I should be sleeping right now, but I can't. Feeling kind of down again. I feel like I am being used. I didn't do anything terribly exciting today. I was called in front of the class to demonstrate using a traction splint and I screwed up a lot. Making a fool of my self in the mean time. That one girl doesn't really talk to me anymore so I have pretty much given up on that. I need to study harder. Tomorrow night I am going to study more.
I have a fear. Kim is going to a bible study tomorrow night and I have this huge fear that she is going to meet some guy and start dating him. I would be crushed again. I have a feeling that it is going to bother me when she leaves tomorrow and I won't be able to study very good since I will be thinking about it.
I think I like Katie at work a little. Yeah, I know it's bad. She's got a boyfriend too. She was looking good today. She mentioned that Matt and I should go out with her and her boyfriend sometime. That seems like fun. I gotta go to bed now.
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