Well, I still feel like she is still talking to him. And I bet big money that she is. It just aggravates me that I feel like shit all the time. I don't think I am going to be able to stay with her for much longer. I just can't shake that feeling. I need to lose weight and definately after this weekend it's on. The fat will disappear and I am going to "literally" work my ass off to get back down to what I as. I am around 180 now and I should be around 145-150. I can see why she would not be attracted to me anymore.
Right now I am sitting in Caribou, bored as hell. I'd rather be back at home. I miss hanging out with my friends and I need to choose what I want in my life. To be tied down with her, worrying about her calling Mr. Fugly Old Guy, or hang out with my friends and trying to improve myself. I just can't stand traffic and I hate living so god damn far away from work. Traffic is killing me in the morning and I find it much easier when I am 15 minutes away and can wake up only a half hour before work as opposed to getting up 2 hours before and sitting in horrible traffic.
I'm not happy. I guess I need to let go. This isn't going to be heading in the right direction. Hopefully, I can get a hold of some friends and hang out tonight. I GUARANTEE that Kim will be calling and/or going over there as soon as I leave. She just got a message on her phone. Probably from him. God damn it, I'm going to leave.
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