I love her still.

Thinking about her again. We met for coffee this morning and talked on the phone last night. She seemed at ease about work and the firing of that idiot John. I hope Carmen hires that new girl and she helps Kim out. It will make her feel better about work. I also hope Kim asks for a raise and gets a good one which she deserves. She is afraid to ask Carmen for one, but I know that she has done enough to earn one. Carmen loves her and relies heavily on her hard work to keep everything together. Kim worries that they would fire her for asking which would NOT be the case.

I mentioned to Kim again that I was looking at apartments. We joked about having her move in with me and she seemed that she still wanted to. Either for financial reasons or to be with me I'm still not sure. She wants two bedrooms, but I think I would find it hard to live with her and not sleep with her all the time. She is too attractive to me not to touch her and, of course, I still love her. I was flipping out yesterday over this whole thank you situation that I realize how immature I am acting. Once I talk to her everything is fine and I feel better. God, I miss her. Sometimes I just want to wrap my arms around her and hold her.