The upcoming long weekend.

It's Friday and I have the day off. In fact, I have 4 days off and we just got paid! This is perfect. I can't wait to just relax and have a good long weekend. It's been pretty hectic around work and school lately, but now I can relax and start having a little fun. After paying a couple more bills, I should have around 600 dollars to spend. Not that I want to spend all of it this weekend. I need a new dresser to start putting clothes in and maybe a couple more clothes. Driving to Michigan city would be nice. Everything is cheap there.

I am still sick though, but I think I'm getting better. We're losing Fred at work this week. He's going down south to be with his brother. He says when he gets back that he'll help Matt and I get jobs at this other printshop making more money. That would be nice. Leave The Core behind. Kim is working today, but might be getting out a little earlier, which means around 6:30pm instead of 7:30. I still think she is getting taken advantage of by Carmen and after the whole "credit crisis" on Wednesday she needs to understand that her own personal well being comes first before pleasing Carmen.

I felt a little upset last night at Kim. I wanted to stop by a game store and look at some games and she was making fun of me. Even though I went to see Harry Potter and never made fun of her, it kind of hurt me a little. I played it off like I was upset at not being able to go out, it just hurt my feelings. Yes, I do still have feelings. Even after the whole "I saw her with her ex" incident. I guess I have started to recover slightly. Sometimes I wonder how I would feel if she started dating someone else. Would I be jealous? Probably yeah. I guess there is still a part of me deep down that has feelings for her still. Is it love? I don't think so, but what we have now is great and I don't want to spoil that by bringing up something that could potentially stress her out.

I will, but not now. I did say that I would give her a couple months before attempting to try it again and who knows, it may work out. As long as she is not talking to her dumbass ex boyfriend.

Well, here's to the long weekend! Hope we have fun!