What the hell? I go and buy her some food and I get no thanks? It takes two fucking seconds to pick up her goddamn phone and say thanks for the food. And don't give me that bullshit "i forgot" or "i was too busy". I'm so angry all the time now. Days go by where I hate her for ignoring me or forgetting about me, then there's days where I love her. What the hell am I fucking doing? Why do I keep punishing myself with her? She obviously is too busy to even acknowledge me. I'm SO ANGRY! DAMN IT! I WANT TO PUNCH A HOLE IN THE WALL. Now there's the shit with my tumor, my dying grandmother and I can't seem to get another fucking job.
So I'm stuck with this fucking job hearing her voice everyday. FUCK THAT and FUCK EVERYONE here! I want this to end. I don't give a shit if I die, I just want all this fucking pain and emotion and horrible shit in my life to just go away. I'd give anything for the pain to go away. My life sucks!
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